We waited and I guess we’re getting older

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 19:50:01 GMT

hey livejournal..you there? I havn't used you in a very long time to rant..my hearts not doing so well..what am I to do...?

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 07:46:48 GMT

even tho hes the most obnoxious person i have ever met...
i am really falling for him big time

I've been waiting a long time..........

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 14:00:21 GMT

I finally found what I always wanted.
I seriously have not been this happy with anyone ever.
I finally know what its like to be in a good relationship.
I don't ever want this to end because I know I will be losing
the best thing that could ever come into my life.
hes so amazing.
so amazing.

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 03:49:21 GMT

6 months pregnant.
i cannot believe this shit.

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 18:06:14 GMT

im thinking about a new live journal...
ill still have this one just so i can save memories...
but i figured a new start should be good...

i just need to think about a user name & such

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 19:16:27 GMT

I NEED A FINAL COUNT FOR MY GRAD PARYT ON SAT
COMMENT ME.
TELL ME YESSSSSSS

please?

Fri, 12 May 2006 00:54:26 GMT

me and my hair for senoir pictures i think youll like it bc i love it

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 01:37:59 GMT

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 06:07:48 GMT

my brother took a picture of himself when I wasnt looking....
so I thought I'd share

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 05:47:26 GMT

first off, bc dave sucks:
Name 10 things you hate. Spread the hate by tagging 5 people to do the same.
1. dave for taging me
2. playdough
3. myself for forgetting about kendals today
4. not seeing my friends anymore
5. thinking i actually have these friends that i dont see anymore
6. wiggers
7. walking from target in bayshore to petes house in north babylon
8. not being able to do much anymore
9. wastnig my money on things like food.
10. summer school.

I tag...
melissa s.
arielle
kendal
jenn
kelly
...

anyways

I don't have the feeling for the summer, I also have lost my friends it seems. i don't know how I could let this happen. I miss my friends so bad. everytime I go get a chance to see them I forget or I cant even go to see them. I miss melissa more then anyone I think though, I never ever see her and I dont have school to go to just so 3 period I can talk to her for like a matter of 2 mins before she ran away. melissa your probably thinking im crazy but yeah I miss you.
Arielle jenn kelly kendal and terry I miss there humor they give me, I miss having them around I hate myself for never getting to do things with them, I hate how everything gets fucked up, it gets all fucked up becuase of me, I gear towrds hanging out with you guys so much, so much more then I think you guys ever will know.
I miss having friends...

I'm still in shock those people even consider me as a friend after how I'm never ever there anymore, I guess I'm lucky somehow.

I hope my summer gets better, i doubt it hence the fact that I got summer school for global, I dont care what anyone says on how great a global teacher mellino was, heres the thing he wasnt. is he was a fucking good teacher I would have fucking passed, my fucking god. I hate him and his fucking old retadedness.

I'm really envious of erica but at the same time I really have nothing to envy.
I dont know how much of that makes sense, but it does to me.

the past few days have been intersting
I guess here are some pictures from them.

the day erica and I actually hung out-

ericas new home?!?

after my science final.......

broken hearted rock on the ground

I made my boyfriend look cool

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 03:08:20 GMT

be prepared to laugh // fried kentucky bitch

yeah so like I said your gonna laugh, since ya know uh simple plan is umm goth O.o.. hmm yes... very interestingggggggg

I have alot more to say about this bitch...

but rigfht now i think who ever has a myspace should send her hate mail.

seriously.

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 02:47:29 GMT

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 02:18:43 GMT

kellys house....

jenn was harry potter O.o

pete and I suck at this whole picture taking thing lol

Sat, 28 May 2005 17:19:47 GMT

Tue, 10 May 2005 01:22:59 GMT

You Are A Realistic Romantic

You are more romantic than 70% of the population.

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 04:37:07 GMT

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oh god.

im such a dork

omfg

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 02:16:32 GMT

Go to images.google.com. Type in your answers to the following questions and post the first postable image result for each. (Although this may depend on your definition of what is "postable.")
1.Place you grew up
2.Place you live now
3.Your name
4.Your grandmother's name
5.Favourite food
6.Favourite drink
7.Favourite song
8.Favourite smell
9.Favourite shoes

ronkonkoma

west islip

samantha

helen

nacho supreme

fruit punch

shimmy shimmy quater turn

vanilla

vans( I conclude this might be the best picture out of searching for shoes)

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Wed, 29 Dec 2004 05:26:23 GMT

omg, I can't stand how gorgious this boy is.
he is totally fucking amazing. god how I want him.

anyways....
I watched napoleann dynamite with erica today bc she neversaw it. and we have come to the conclusion my cousin james looks like him. I find that funny. very very funny.
after the movie we went to the pizza place... and then frooze walking home. after sitting for like an hr we went tothe mall, where we stalked these gay guys... it was funny. we actually bought things there too for once. it was surprising. I got pants and she got posters a shirt and shoelaces, normally I'm buying things.. not her but she has the money so its all good. I was gonna blow my money on a boobah backpack. I reallu want one.. they intrege me. iono why but they do. i decided not to get it becuas i really want the one that dances and sings... wow...CRACK HEAD MYCH? lol yeah I might be. I filled out a shit load of thinsg tonight 2 apps and a surbey... hmm yeah not alot but i was bord soo it kille dtime. and now I'm wiriting in here. I am super tired. but i will not go to bed untill like 2 bc im a idiot.

oh man.. i really want him! >.<

heres a pic of my new pants O.o

milk and cereal ... cereal and milk!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 04:57:12 GMT

welll right now is the beginning of halloween(30 mins into it), as each yr it goes by the more unexciting it seems to be. Right now though i have the urge to put on a costume and go to someones house and ring the doorbell saying trick or treat I mean it is halloween right now.. and what do you do on it besides cuase a riot? go trick or treat . wel now that I got that lil tad bit out of my head, kellys party was fucking awesome, at first erica and I sat there bc there was no one to talk to then came soto, tom and jen then arielle, and key we had our own "circle" it was soo funny. I got to wear sotos crown :P it was funny that he even had one, from the pretty pretty princess game I used to play when I was little. I must say he is the funniest guy I have ever known, yes I know I have said that to other ppl, but this time I mean it... and if there is anyone else that could make me laugh this much I would love to meet them. humor just makes me die, I love it. but yes overall besides soto making me die from laughter, kellys party was awseome she had CANDY CORN<333333333 hehe though everyone as throwing it at jerek lol.

last night was tiresome, but fun I went to ericas after school, danny and I had a retard hand fight:P it was great he won :( ah well I'm to stupid and well.. yeah I'll shut up about that now. anyways after hanging there we were off babysitting. 830-240 ::rolls eye:: man I got home sooo tired. but it was not that bad ericas cousin tyle is soo col, depsite the lil online incident....AHHH HOLY SHIT, sorry to side track but I hear noises from the other room that I really SHOULDN'T be hearing... gah.. gross...::dies:: but anyways we were going through the channels, tyler,erica and I.. tyler had the remote... he stoped at this one show we all kinnda sat there like...wtf.. it was called "real sex" and it was scary, I never knew guys could.. bend.. flip... twist there penises in soo many directions, that made me never wanting to have sex EVER. god.. how.. freakishly wrong. kirstines hamster died too, I felt so bad. tyler picked it up and it was all i a ball and.. dead like.. and he dropped it back in the cage bc he didn't want to leave it out before we burried it. it was soo bad the hamster just hit something and rolled in the lil ball it was in... ew... I felt horrible.

man I think i'm getting sick....my throat hurts like crazy.... ugh like I really need to get sick. eww.. sickly being I am becomming I barley ever get sick, nor do I like to... I hate it. though I get out of school its just knowing you feel very uncapible of doing much. I hate it, grr. The worst time I remember being sick was in 6th grade I was out of school for a week and a half, bc of a damn never ending fucking head cold I had gotten out of nowhere. speaking of things happening out of nowhere, my finger was bleeding and I thought I stuck my hand on fakke blood or somethin while I was cleaning up, soo I went to go get it off it wouldnt go away the blood got all over my jeans, ah well ::shurgs:: it was just alil wierd that out of nowhere my finger was bleeding ya know?

ehh well I'm tired... and alil annoyed.. its nothing major but my uncle wouldnt let me go see my favorite band i nthe fucking universe, greenday... mer.. I would have DIED to go see them tonight, I wanted to sooo fucking bad, billie joe armstrong is.. my.. fucking... GOD. I swear... I want that man moe then anything... ok this is where me being totally obsessed starts to shut up...