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When will it get better? [Aug. 27th, 2012|03:00 pm]
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[where's waldo? |Dalton Georgia , 34.7679,-84.9232]

No job still. Issues with the in-laws. Fiance wants a baby. How can i get over all this? I want our own place but i cant get a job for the life of me. Its so much easier yet so much more harder down here.
Once i get my ass on the road and get a job everything should get much better. I would love to be able to start my family in our own house or place..apartment what ever.
His sister blames everything on me and his mom separates garbage and flushes the toilet after your done doing either. I cant live like that. I cant bring my child up in such a tension between us that its uncomfortable.  If i cant feel comfortable i dont think my child would.
How so you explain that to the person you love? I mean i cant tell him everything its just one thing i feel horrible about. Idk what to do or how to handle this. I hope it gets better.

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Ugh [Aug. 5th, 2012|04:48 pm]
[where's waldo? |Dalton Georgia , 34.8198,-84.9453]

I dont know if anyone who is not spanish can live with spanish people.
This shit is driving me nuts

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Its been awhile [Aug. 3rd, 2012|03:05 pm]
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Its been what it seems like years since i have posted anything. I've had this journal since i was 15. I am 23 now. Its insane to see all the stupid shit and nonsense i would write about.


Now that I am alil bit older i feel i should share where I am at this moment.


I finally got david. I finally got the man i have always wanted and adored since I was 18. We are engaged and thinking about a family. We also live in Georgia.  Who would have thought.
I always said i would get married have kids or move to the south. When I'm with him i want all of this and more. I am finally happy with my life . I have a few things in my way like not having a job or the whole living with a spanish family bit I'll make it. I don't want to live with them long i respect everything they do for me. They are a great family..they are but they need to cut the cord. I should be the one to great him when he gets home i should be the one making him dinner and doing things. I want domestic bliss. I dont want mom and sister badgering him as soon as he walks in.
He's been stressed with health care and pay from work its rough here. His family doesn't understand and if i try to tell him we need to separate ourselves from them i feel like its going to cause problems that j do t want to have.
I dont know i guess since i have only been here a month i might be over looking things but i dont know i dont think i am :(.

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(no subject) [Jan. 6th, 2008|10:51 pm]
 6 months pregnant.
i cannot believe this shit.
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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2007|02:02 pm]
im thinking about a new live journal...
 ill still have this one just so i can save memories...
but i figured a new start should be good...

i just need to think about a user name & such
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(no subject) [Jun. 25th, 2007|03:18 pm]

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(no subject) [May. 11th, 2006|08:51 pm]
me and my hair for senoir pictures i think youll like it bc i love it

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(no subject) [Mar. 23rd, 2006|08:37 pm]
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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2005|02:06 am]

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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2005|01:27 am]
[i feel so... |sleepysleepy]
[hip happenin' tunes |slipped away -avril]

first off, bc dave sucks:
Name 10 things you hate. Spread the hate by tagging 5 people to do the same.
1. dave for taging me
2. playdough
3. myself for forgetting about kendals today
4. not seeing my friends anymore
5. thinking i actually have these friends that i dont see anymore
6. wiggers
7. walking from target in bayshore to petes house in north babylon
8. not being able to do much anymore
9. wastnig my money on things like food.
10. summer school.

I tag...
melissa s.


I don't have the feeling for the summer, I also have lost my friends it seems. i don't know how I could let this happen. I miss my friends so bad. everytime I go get a chance to see them I forget or I cant even go to see them. I miss melissa more then anyone I think though, I never ever see her and I dont have school to go to just so 3 period I can talk to her for like a matter of 2 mins before she ran away. melissa your probably thinking im crazy but yeah I miss you.
Arielle jenn kelly kendal and terry I miss there humor they give me, I miss having them around I hate myself for never getting to do things with them, I hate how everything gets fucked up, it gets all fucked up becuase of me, I gear towrds hanging out with you guys so much, so much more then I think  you guys ever will know.
I miss having friends...

I'm still in shock those people even consider me as a friend after how I'm never ever there anymore, I guess I'm lucky somehow.

I hope my summer gets better, i doubt it hence the fact that I got summer school for global, I dont care what anyone says on how great a global teacher mellino was, heres the thing he wasnt. is he was a fucking good teacher I would have fucking passed, my fucking god. I hate him and his fucking old retadedness.

I'm really envious of erica but at the same time I really have nothing to envy.
I dont know how much of that makes sense, but it does to me.

the past few days have been intersting
I guess here are some pictures from them.

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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2005|11:06 pm]

be prepared to laugh // fried kentucky bitch

yeah so like I said your gonna laugh, since ya know uh simple plan is  umm goth O.o.. hmm yes... very interestingggggggg

I have alot more to say about this bitch...

but rigfht now i think who ever has a myspace should send her hate mail.


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(no subject) [Jun. 18th, 2005|10:46 pm]
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(no subject) [Jun. 13th, 2005|10:16 pm]

kellys house....

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(no subject) [May. 28th, 2005|01:14 pm]
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(no subject) [May. 9th, 2005|09:22 pm]

You Are A Realistic Romantic

You are more romantic than 70% of the population.

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...
But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.
You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets
You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

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